I have just read, Your Sexually Addicted Spouse: How Partners Can Cope and Heal, by Barbara Steffens, PhD, LPCC, and Marsha Means, MA. I have to say, I’ve read a lot of helpful books in the last few years, but this one is by far the best one yet! I really cannot recommend it more highly. In fact, I recommend this book not only to the spouses of sex/porn addicts, but also to anyone who is trying to understand or help those partners. This book will offer so much insight into the trauma that the betrayed spouse deals with everyday. Both my love and I read it, and while it helped me immensely, I think the greatest value it offered was to my love. He has a very hard time with empathy in general, but this book really opened his eyes to my pain. It was a Godsend to us both!
How it Helped Me
Until I read this book, I had only ever been exposed to the Co-addict model when dealing with the spouse of any kind of addict. The theory in that thinking is that anyone who marries a person with the disease of addiction (even if there is absolutely no knowledge of the addiction at the time of marriage) is also diseased by what they call co-addiction, or co-dependency. According to those who subscribe to this model, these broken people are somehow naturally attracted to each other and, in marriage, you can’t have one without the other. I was always really uncomfortable with this idea and never really felt like it fit me quite right. But since I’m no expert and I could see how some of my behaviors did seem to fit the predictions of the co-dependent model, I reluctantly accepted the diagnosis and began developing strategies to help “break my addiction” to my husband. It made me very uncomfortable though. My soul was so unsettled the entire time I was working under this model. I no longer had the peace that I was in line with God’s plan for me that I had always been able to find all throughout this long and painful journey. Without that peace the situation felt unmanageable. Hopeless! Then God sent me this book through the recommendation of another woman in one of my support groups.
What a weight began to lift from my shoulders as I read about this new(ish) model that many in the field have started to use in working with the spouses of sex addicts. It is called the Sex-Addiction Induced Trauma Model. (SAIT) The theory here is that partners of sex addicts experience a unique kind of trauma that very often leads to symptoms that look an awful lot like PTSD. Click To Tweet (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) Therapists who use this model believe that many of the actions these spouses take after the repeated discoveries of their partners betrayals, which have always been categorized in the past as evidence of the disease of co-addiction, are in fact much more accurately categorized as the normal reactions any human person would have when exposed to this kind of trauma. As I began to read through the descriptions of these actions I saw such an accurate picture of myself. These authors UNDERSTOOD me! They understood my motivation, my hurt, my heart! What a relief it was!
As I continued to read and see myself on every page and feel the hope that comes from believing that someone out there really gets you I found something else. Courage! I found the inspiration I needed to put an end to the efforts to “break my addiction” to my husband and to instead shift my focus back to following God’s leading in our relationship. I cannot tell you what joy I felt in the next few days as we adjusted our “treatment plans” accordingly and my peace returned. Praise the Lord!
I also began to understand more accurately what steps I needed to be taking to heal my broken heart. Whether or not my marriage survives (and at this point I am believing it will) I have to be able to recover. To be healed and healthy and whole. For the first time in this process I actually feel like that’s the path I’m on. The path that will lead to my own healing… and hopefully to the healing of our marriage as well! I am so thankful for this book, it truly changed my life!
How it Helped My Love
We’ve learned a lot about my husband in the past couple months. For instance, we’ve learned that he suffers from a few personality disorders. As a result, the world just looks a little different to him. Reality is a little skewed. He has to learn to recognize this and find ways to interpret the world around him through a lens of truth rather than his own distorted thinking. Empathy is a great example of something that comes naturally to most healthy people, but is very difficult for him. He CAN empathize, but it takes intention and a lot of work because in his reality there is only him when it comes to feelings and emotions. Stepping outside of himself and putting himself in the place of another is very difficult. As a result he has had a very hard time understanding the pain I have felt as a result of his actions.
One of the features of this book is the inclusion of personal stories from a number of women that have been treated by Dr. Steffens. For me, these stories were encouraging because they validated my experiences and how those experiences made me feel and act. For my love, though, they echoed so many of the things I've communicated, minus the ties to him and his actions. Click To Tweet Since it wasn’t him that caused the pain these women suffered he was able to recognize the horror of their stories. He was able to put himself in their place and understand their pain. Then, he could take that understanding and apply it to me. He could recognize that I am no different than those women, and if it hurt them so badly, it would hurt me too. It broke his heart. It changed so much about the way he saw me and our situation. Suddenly he was devastated over what he had put me through, and he was so thankful that I was still beside him. Still loving him, still fighting for us. Suddenly, my healing became very important to him. Not just for me to work on, but for him to participate in as well. What a difference! What a gift!
I am so thankful that we found Your Sexually Addicted Spouse! It changed so much for us and for our healing. I believe wholeheartedly that God sent it to us at just the right time! If you or someone you know is dealing with the betrayal that results from sexual addiction then this book is for you! I know God has used this in so many other women’s lives, just as He did in mine. And I know He will use it in yours as well! Click the link below and start reading it right now! You’ll be glad you did!
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